Its this time of the year,when everyone wraps up what they had been doing all year. With the last 4 days of this year I planned to start a habit-BLOGGING.
Now that i am bidding a farewell to the year I never really welcomed, I would love to share with you what this year had taught me.
- It doesnt take time for people to change their mind, about what they think about you. The best of friends suddenly becomes so irritated with each other that they no longer wish to talk with each other. Their relation changes from "I cant imagine what I will do without him/her" to "I dont know how I used to bear him/her." When the reality is that both of them are still the same old individuals they used to be when they were "best friends". Just a small change in their way of thinking and BINGO you keep pondering what you had done.
- There was a phase of life where I wanted all my loved ones to be with me. I was among those people who was brooding about 'what life has made out of me'. Feeling left alone. Till then I used to believe that all my friends was just a call away. All I needed to do was ring them and they would be right besides me. I felt it very hard to fight the loneliness, mainly because of the hype created "You have so many best friends", when the truth remained that there were none. Just when I had learnt to live without them I could find a rush of sms on my cell phone, one after the other curious to know how I am doing. All I could do is nothing but look up and smile. Its just like that old saying about the dog and its tail.
- This year taught me that its foolishness to just befriend one person and be attached to him/her all the time. Because if that person leaves you, all you are left with is nothing. I had changed from a socialising freak to secluded soul. Sounds sadistic and very unlike me, but thats how it had been this year. This was one truth which shattered my belief and brought me back from the world of fantasy.
- People loves you as long as you remain lovable to them. Dont speak what you have to speak, speak what others want to listen. But do speak. Because the people around you dont have the time to decipher your silence.
These are just few of the many things that the year 2009 brought with it and taught me. Unfortunately this year I found more setbacks than encouragements. I tried to instill an optimism in every pessimist results. If nothing, I atleast learned the art of fooling ones own heart.
Happy new year.!!
